Update on life

Well it is May 6 2010, I haven't wrote anything it like a year. I have been really busy. I have changed jobs I now work for Valley Foods. I kinda miss working at Millsaps and all my friends. You really find out who your friends are when you leave a job to go somewhere else. I have lost all, but two of my friends from Millsaps its pretty sad if you ask me. I had a BFF or at least I thought so. She hasn't talked to me since I left. She was really upset that I was leaving, but like I told her it was a better job and we could still hang out, do things together or at least I thought we could. I have text this person a couple of times in the last three or four months, but got no response. Its a crying shame. Life must go on...

I have lost a baby and almost a wife in this short time since I last wrote. My baby died August 31st. He died before birth. It was a sad thing we had to lay him in a casket and then in the ground. He was the most beautifulest thing I had ever seen. I really miss him. He looked like my mother-in-law in the face it was so funny. When she sleeps sitting straight up in the back seat of the van she kinda reminds me of him and I start to tear up. Three or four weeks after we lay ed him in the ground Mandy was coming home from the D.G. and hit several trees. It scared the hell out of me when she called to tell us she had wrecked. You know when you come up on a accident it always looks worse than it really is. She stepped away with just some really bad bruises. The Monday before Christmas she was on her way to work and hit a some ice and then hit the bridge and rolled my jeep five or six times. A lady had stopped to help her and called us to let us know she had been in a wreck. It made my heart stop to hear that again. We jumped in the car and rushed to the wreck, but on the way we meet the ambulance so we turned around and headed to the hospital. She had some cuts, bruises, a broke ankle and road rash it didn't even look like her. I remember thinking when we walked in the emergency room where is my wife the person laying on the bed did not look like Mandy. She was OK or if that's what you want to call it. It has been five months and Mandy still can't walk that good.

We found out we were expecting again and are really excited. I just hope this one makes it. I don't think my wife can handle another death. Its another boy I am really excited about that we have came up with a name William Camden.

I really need to get some sleep maybe I won't wait so long to get back on here.