"Creativity": To Be or Not To Be

I have a rapid cycling manic disorder. I have read in my Get Creative class that doctors and scientists from the past believe that people with this disorder are creative. I don't believe I'm creative sometimes I do creative things, but as far as drawing, painting or writing I'm not creative. I might be creative in other ways, but I haven't discovered it yet. I'm just slow at doing task, I never get anything done on time, I forget about what I'm suppose to do half the time. I can't remember anything, If you were to ask me what I was wearing yesterday I couldn't tell you. I have a hard time with day to day life. I have even went out the door and forgot to put on shoes or got to the store and realize I had no wallet. So maybe all of this is a type of creativity that scientists haven't really discovered yet.